A dark tour inside the mind of a troubled homicidal fragile mind. Enter at your own risk
Voices keep on taunting me
I can feel the corrosion
My brain is melting
Or is it the flu
No one else hears their threats
Conversations I cannot share
Secrets I don’t want to keep
Which voice is the real voice
Constant fighting in my head
Like a caged in cranium fight
Everyone just laughs at me
Whispering Kyle is insane
They won’t get away with that
We’ll make them pay
We need to inflict some pain
I’m gonna go out and kill tonight
Someone has to die
Gotta go find a thrill tonight
Gonna get my high
Just one thing I need to know
Not who or what or how
Only thing I need understand
Is who the fuck is talking now
Is that me or my mental shadow
Someone is after us its time to act
Listen Kyle no time to relax
Relax is what they want from you
Don’t sit in silence as you brood
Time to do it now time to act
You can do it
Act Kyle ACT!
They hate you -hit you- hurt you
They laugh when you cry
Make them pay the little bitches
Somebody has to die
Do it Kyle, go on and do it!
Make their blood flow red
They don’t care about you Kyle
They only want you dead
No Kyle please don’t listen
He’s not real
Don’t listen to his crap
Just get back in bed
It’s only a voice inside your head
He’s the one who wants you dead
Listen to me
He’s not real
He’s just a voice
I’m not Kyle, I’m the real you
Come on Kyle you have a choice
Please Kyle Please take your pill
He only wants to see you fall
Not real? I’m not real? Of course I’m real
We’re all fucking real Kyle
Each of us a part of you
Get your knife Kyle
It’s time
Lets get another trophy
It’s the only way to relieve your pain
The warm flow of blood through our hands
The same as last week Kyle, remember
Remember that night?
The Hunt
The night air quickly darkened so eerily uneasy
A stranger treads cautious along a tree lined path
My footsteps in the shadow pursuing relentless
Tapping out a caution of my oncoming wrath
Heart pounding out a warning-imminent danger
Perhaps a case of him in wrong place wrong time
In paranoia I sense the pace of his stride quicken
His destiny is to fall victim of my ominous crime
We all insist upon closing up the gap
Innocent blood about to face a stalkers fate
He shouldn’t have traveled alone down here
What’s done is done and now its just too late
The hunter is gaining quick and precious ground
Seconds seem to tick in heart pounding silence
Feeling the motion from a pair of subversive arms
Poised to unleash a world of bloody violence
A steel blade is cold against his quivering skin
Rip the flesh to change the icy chill to a burn
Warm streams of life trickle out from his neck
Sanguine copper taste making his stomach churn
He can sense ultimate glee as I shred through a vein
Can almost feel my maniacal menacing smile
Now my heart is a racing even faster than his
He can’t shout with a voice exiled in denial
Warm streams of plasma pour down his neck
Oozing out the essence with beats of his heart
Pumping to the rhythms of a dying collective
But its the sheer panic that really rips him apart
His breath hot and laborious sprays over my face
I posed him for my psychotic viewing pleasure
With his wild eyed empty meaningless pseudo smile
Watching his life run out is my reward and treasure
As he falls to the ground no muscles come to his aid
His abandoned body crumples straight into submission
I feel ounces of vitality pooling out of both his eyes
As I prepare myself for our ultimate transition
My mind is as blurry as the streaking in his eyes
Waiting for his life to go flashing across the sky
But I lay here stagnant as hope bleeds through
Nothing he can do but accept he’s gonna die
He feels nothing now all his pain and panic gone
He has no idea that I’m his murderous creep
I have no time to think about his worthless life
Its…time…for…him…to…..sleep
Our Secret
Time to do it again Kyle
We can help you kill
Its time to be a man
Get angry Kyle get good and mad
Let go Kyle let’s kill someone
It’ll stop that feeling
It’ll make you strong
Forget the others
They don’t care Kyle
They don’t give a shit
They’ll kill you Kyle I swear they will
But we’ll have none of it
Time to fight, go ahead Kyle
Go and get our knife
Get it now before you cave
Get it now its blood you crave
They won’t be laughing from their graves
Kill Kyle kill
No please Kyle no don’t get the knife
Slow down and everything will be okay
Go back to bed get some sleep
Tomorrow’s another day
Don’t listen to him Kyle
He’s a chicken and a wimp
But he does have one point
Tomorrow Kyle IS another day
Another day to disappoint
Another day of taunting
Another day of shame
Another day of you being worthless
Another day to make you sweat
Like its some fucking game
More laughing behind your back
Get the knife Kyle get the shiny glowing steel
Get it now
End their attacks
Remember Alice was yours
Alice was in your bed until
Remember Alice with someone else
She fucked another man Kyle
Get the knife
STOP!
No more! My head hurts! Oh my Go it hurts so much!
Shut up! Shut up! Leave me alone!
Shut up all of you – just shut up!
Leave me alone please leave me alone. Get out of my mind
Someone please make them shut up make them stop!
Why do you guys all want to hurt me too?
What’d I ever do?
My heads all twisted my nerves are shot
I hate you all the entire lot
Why are these voice in my head
What am I to do?
Everyone keeps pushing me
I wish this shit was through
Yelling pushing shoving pounding
Hurting my head
It feels like acid burning inside
Get out of here go away all of you
I wish I was dead
Then again, maybe you’re right
It all makes sense now Alice laughs
But the fault is hers
She laughs when I feel hurt
Maybe she’ll be happy
With blood dripping from her soft neck
The silken neck that was mine to kiss
I’ll kill that wretched bitch and her new friend
There’ll be many deaths
Before the evenings through
But what would Mom say?
She’d want me back on my meds
Maybe I should take the pill
The one that makes me numb
That takes away the inner me
And leaves me feeling dumb
At least it makes the voices leave
For better or for worse
Plus one more night without the need
Of leaving in a hearse
Brain is hot, minds all sweaty
Voices start to muffle
Hope this brain flu ends on the med train
The Thorazine shuffle
So many voices
But who am?
Who are they?
Which one is Kyle?
Maybe it’s better if no one ever knows
G’nite Kyle
G’nite Kyle
G’nite Kyle
G’nite Kyle
……………..G’nite guys, let’s just keep this our little secret, yea?
Terrapin - The Journey 